You guys.
Sometimes I get stressed because I'm one of those high-stress people.
Not that I have a lot of stress in my life, well sometimes I do, but I just worry and well, stress (about every little thing).
But today (as I was being productive and getting rid of my endless amounts of clothes),
I just kept thinking
how I am so excited for what life has in store for me.
I get to marry this super awesome guy who is perfect for me.
He used to always tell me this (how perfect we are for each other), but I never believed him.
I generally value myself an optimist.
Though when it came to this whole marriage thing, I must admit,
I have been the ultimate pessimist.
I've always wanted to be married, but there is a difference between wanting and dreaming of such a thing and then actually going through with it.
I can explain it no further. And I can only imagine it is a different experience for everyone.
All I know for sure at this moment is that lately I have had this feeling,
the one you get right before something amazing is about to happen.
The one you can feel all the way down to your toes.
It is anticipation, delight, nervousness, happiness, and flat-out overwhelming(ness)
all wrapped into one.
I've been thinking about all the things we get to do with each other.
We get to do things like dress up for halloween together.
Travel the world together.
Eat breakfast, lunch and dinner together.
Budget our money together.
Decide things. together.
Have a family together.
Go to the grocery store together.
I just am really ecstatic about having a permanent partner for ferris wheels, roller coasters, airports, movies, parties, hand holding, laughing, dancing, nap taking, and all those other things that are that much better when you don't have to do them alone.
We get to be a team.
We get to be a we.
We get to be together.
And on top of all that, he's pretty darn cute. Don't you think?
